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Nur Hasanah Bte Zakaria
aka Nana Karia
Two Scores & 7 Moons
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Friday, December 22, 2006


GETTING IT OUT OF MY CHEST......



Hi,everyone....

I'm disturbed at the moment...

I've been reading my past posts for the whole year... And I noticed that I'm a bit more subdued in my writings, especially after the middle half of the year. I think I'm learning to be careful with words so as not to anger some people.... Too late, I realised I'm being too careful that I didn't see this coming...

I've been asked a very stupid question from a very ignorant person in this music industry (won't mention names here, but YOU know who YOU are!).... He asked me this question.... (in a joking tone but serious mood) SO HOW DO YOU FEEL, BEING DEMOTED FROM A BAND LIKE JIVE TALKIN' TO BNI? MUST BE BAD HUH? (snicker)

My first reaction was, where did this guy come from? I don't even KNOW YOU and vice versa, yet YOU are stupid enough to judge me or my work, when YOU know nothing about my achievements. I know I've already answered YOU personally (which left you speechless) but let me just repeat what I said to YOU over here, so YOU won't forget where YOU stand....

First and foremost, again fyi, I am much much happier with BNI now... I don't think I'm DEMOTED because, the difference between Jive Talkin' and BNI are only in terms of musical experience... Salary wise, I'm getting better and PLUS, I'm signed directly to the company with CPF and MEDISAVE included. I have 14 days paid leave annually and if I should ever fall sick, my medical expenses are covered BY the company. PLUS, I have staff meals provided AND great staff discounts... And I have a chance to go to Hong Kong every year that I'm with the company... I didn't get all that with Jive Talkin', so I consider myself PROMOTED.... Go and do your research, try to find out how many other female club singers get the benefits that I have now...

I'm not even done yet, YOU dumb@ss.... I did learn a lot with Jive Talkin', they are, after all, one of the best bands in Singapore... But I can't practice what I've learnt with them cos they are so good they don't need me.... As when I'm with BNI, I feel much more appreciated, cos at least, I AM making a difference to the band, and I am practicing what I've learnt and putting my knowledge and creativity into good use, and the best part is, I GET TO BE MYSELF.... I have to say my rapport with the rest of the band members are much better because of our understanding and our mutual goals FOR our company AND ourselves.... and in terms of the music, BNI WILL BE BETTER THAN BEFORE.... I promise YOU that.... YOU are SO ignorant of the fact that when YOU insult me with your STUPID question, YOU were insulting BNI as well... And to think they consider YOU as a friend... Sigh..

In case YOU were wondering, my relationship with Jive Talkin' IS STILL good as before, even if we're not working together... We are, after all, professionals and our agreement was mutual... It's a waste of ten years of my life in this industry if I don't understand the nature of the music business...

So for YOU to ask me that STUPID question in the first place, have YOU ever thought of yourself and YOUR achievements?

Btw, I have my own entertainment company right now, in case YOU don't know... If YOU ever need a job, feel free to come and look for me...

Wake up and smell the roses... Even if YOU're older, doesn't mean that YOU're smart, or should I say, privileged? YOU've proven to me otherwise.... I respect YOUR age, but I don't respect YOU...

Learn how to tell the difference....


P/s : To everyone who's reading this, please bear with my outburst... This post is only directed to ONE person, and that person KNOWS who he is....
I promise to the rest of you that I will be nice again after this entry.... ;-p






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